December 2010
53 posts
50 degree winter weather.
Fuck my math class being worth four points. I should have been in spirit of the mathematician anyway.
My book reccommendations on weread consist of
readorsleep:
Raymond Carver and a dozen books about Rwandan genocide
What is this “weread” site?
The moment when you're reading a book and you read...
That awkward moment when you're talking and you...
can’t find clothes. have no more papers. don’t feel like mall shopping for christmas presents.
Just let me lay in bed all day and be “dramatic”
going to bed to shake off frustration/upset/whatever else.
don’t really feel like getting out of bed tomorrow.
officially on break now and I haven’t done much so far…which is somewhat nice.
that’s all really. trying not to be so introverted and all. (which is pretty damn hard).
Done with cleaning and my writing portfolio. Tomorrow is for writing my philosophy and first semester will be over. Goodnight.
Now I have a goal time to finish my filaments paper and if i don’t finish by 4:30, at least it will be a break time. I think I’m almost finished writing, though. I’m finishing the last two filaments now, I need to include my overall thoughts about the power of language, and finally conclude with questions and my stance on literacy and orality.
I should start my journal...
Why can’t I just turn in a notebook of my ideas and class notes and everything cumulative that I’ve learned through the semester instead of having to organize it into an essay? It would be a more accurate representation of my learning anyway.
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almost done with general outline for writing philosophy have outline/half fragmentarily written filaments of wisdom need to write journal reflection need to edit carol & molly need to write reflection for carol & molly need to write writing philosophy need to finish writing filaments of wisdom with all text excerpts included
taking a short break though to listen to emily read her pretty...
i’m able to control my idealism enough that I can say “this too shall pass” is bullshit.
“He was reaching to light a cigaret with his last match when his hands began to...”
– “How About This?” Raymond Carver
can’t do anything. procrastinating on all of my final papers. my room is too dark. i’m always one to complain.
finished mostly everything last night and got to send in my late final paper to my professor. I did sleep too late this morning which means I missed my announcement class. Whoops.
also just found out i have 6 math assignments due. 4 by tomorrow and 2 on Sunday. and then my final. but after that I’m done with math forever.
today needs to get better.
-figure out how to turn in late paper -edit late paper -fragment response letter -revise short story
i couldn’t sleep at all last night but I still got up on time and did everything on my to do list. tomorrow i’m going to put up the literary magazine signs in the dorms and go to my meeting and do the things i’m supposed to do.
hopefully i get this story revised today and then i’ll be able to turn it in again…even though it was already graded? i’m not quite...
can’t sleep.
changechange
Music at Mars once again matches my mood. They’re getting good at this
Don’t know when my car will be fixed. Failed my math test. No progress on my writing. Work tonight.
Don’t want to leave my bed anymore.
Shitty night. Can’t find anything I need. Taking my car in tomorrow to hopefully finally get it fixed.
Every night my roommate comes home from practice and changes into her pajamas. Which are short shorts and a tank top. Then leaves to go to her friend’s room. Who is a boy. And she doesn’t come home until after 12:30. Her actual boyfriend it coming to stay with us over the weekend. I think it’s a little fucked up.
“There is no escape. You can’t be a vagabond and an artist and still be a solid...”
– Hermann Hesse (via bloodvodka)
